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one lost decade - lyrics by oliver mattson (c) 2009 - large type for stage use

one lost decade OUT SOURCE THIS AND OUTSOURCE THAT MAKES EVERYBODY ELSE BETTER AND YOU CAN'T FEED YOUR OWN BRATS. GOTTA GO TO CHINA MAN  BUY ME A LAMP GOTTA FEED OUR OWN KIDS ON DAMNED FOOD STAMPS LIVIN' ON THE SKIDS OVERSPECAILIZED A BUNCHA MY HOPES KINDA UP AND DIED BUT THEY CHANGE NOTHIN EVER NOTHIN EVER GOES THE SAME I WANNA FORTY COUNTRY CLUB I WANT TO FEEL THAT HEAT, BUT IM BROKE BROKE AS A SPOKE SO i PUT MY BABY ON THE STREET. BAKED POFUCKIN TATO IT AINT IT AINT DONE QUITE YET TO HELLL WITH THAT GONNA GO AND START SOME SHIT ON THE INTERNET (*)OUT SOURCE ME. OUT SOURCE ME. PUT ME OUT OR LEAVE ME BE.  (2 TIMES) SO I GUESS IT'S, GOOD NITE AMERICA HOW WERE YOU? DON'T YOU KNOW  YOU WERE SO GRAND? NOW YOU LOST CONTROL YOU GONE AND SOLD YOUR SOUL NOW EVERYTHING NEW AROUND US IS FROM CHINA OR JAPAN. CORPORATE GREED AND LOBBYISTS WHO CARES WHEN WE RAISE OUR FISTS THEY SAY, HEY WE PASSED THE STIMULUS THEY SAY HEY WE PASSED THE

... i don't know how.

ERIC: "YOU SHOULDN't BE TELLING ME THIS, ALEX, God Damnit, You've just not only blow n your cover, you've disgusted me, and put our freindship at what i can honestly say is an unerstatement .. in a STRANGE Spot-" ALEX: "well, shit always comes out in the wash, man... ", alex said in a somewhat bubbly and off tempo voice.  ERIC: "are you doing ok?, man, How fucked up are you...  you on pills again?" ALEX: YES, Slightly and Yes, I mean i don't know, after the first gallon or two i tend to get a little ... wierd, you know that, captain flyboy". ERIC: Stop calling me that, you asshole, you could be up in the air too, had you just go to rehab and stop this constant crap.  But of course, you can' just stand up for yourself and tell that lying cheating slut of a QUOTE Unquote WIFE of yours to leave and move into her QUOTE UNQUOTE friend of hers' house, who is actually your old band mate, because you've never made her
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gotcha

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legalize mj, and op.

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u'll be okay

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THX LIVESTREAMAERS-

Tonight, I'd like to post a sincere thanks to the people who stream stuff late at nite and help to keep me company when i'm lonesome. you people kick ass.  keep the fires burning, people.
November, 16, 1998 11 years ago was a different time.  No A superbly different time. The Traditional music store hadn't been shot in the face like rock had been after 1994.  The commercial grounds were there, lines of distributionn, and what some people called "the scene", was deteriorating like an inravelling like a randomly aimed and boundless yo-yo on an overwound string. Shock Rock hadn't been worn out yet, Marylin Manson's reign was wearing down and punk's 4th wave was still at a peak point, but it was ... fascinating at least to watch it from the sidelines of $5 a ticket shows, keggers and gatherings, jam sessions -tbc-

hey moon - a poem or song

Hey Moon, Ah, Whatcha, up there doin'? Hey Moon, Have we got trouble brewin'? And When she leaves tonight, will the ground be so bright, shine down your shining rays hey moon. i'm lookin' up at you i hope you're lookin' at me too hey moon, just make her go awayayy hey moon, shine your sof light down on me-ee hey moon when do ya think i may be free-ee but maybe i should just ask my self and not ask no one else 'cause only my eyes are the ones that see hey moon you're lookin' hey moon you're lookin' all right to me.
I ran a scenario last nite, in Zydes. It was amazing.  The amount of leveling up i had to do to obtain it was slow and rigorous. My depression kicked in like hell last week and i got bent.  Frayed.  Eight pages in, man. I ran one through, called "Baltimorium", in this scenario your play as Edgar Allen Poe's ghost, who is running through a cemetery, to deliver a rose to the grave a fallen lover, Annabelle Lee, I used a simple "track layout" style of thing...  Perhaps Use Zydes Grid For cemetery??  had lots written down here, draft got erased due to fvkcing computer lockup. Run through was successful... a tad fast though, need things inside of more stuff.  a simple run through and won. *Make Points pools acessible from player and entity not independent. *maybe not get 10 points for getting rose ...  ??? * was 10 points too much for cemetery ghost ? *did it last too long...?? should there be more happening?  if so what??? *do we make more encou
If we the People had a chance to speak our voices, we would have done things differently with the war, Health care, and that "bailout", that we supposedly said that we wanted to do.  I don't remember voting for it.  DO you remember Voting for IT?  I don't.  I may have been wasted.  I can't stand reality.  Nothing's the same anymore.  I used to be able to walk into a record store and flip through albms and buy things in my hands.  Record stores are being chopped up like campers at Crystal Lake  Our Pain, in general is not a bondless one, but specified in many ways, and also a bit more grey and vague thne spcifin in some ways.  A complex mess.  How do we fight terror correctly?  What do they rely on that we can deny them so that we can terminate them from the roots up.  Has muslim readcalism grown beyond, no, has extremeism, gone beyond just recruitment camps and a brick and mortar strategy?  I say yes, because, information is part of stucture, whether it's
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WHAAAAAT

SO, I guess I'll make a free version of the game and the book and the frekaijn' album and stuuff as well as a pay version right off the bat. people already stealin'  my shit
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why don't I play???

Pokemon?? Hard. Magic The Gathering?? too many cards, the way to win is to buy up a lot of specialized cards = people with more money can get better cards and have a more powerful deck against players who do not have the money to buy the decks, and cards. YU-GI-OH I can't read teh teeny tiny type, why the hell would i want to read a condensed version of war and peace when i'm trying to play a fcking gaME. Dungeons and Dragons, Advanced Dungeons and Dragons -Too Long to start a game, need other people around, too many revisions to a base system and cost becomes an issue.

srsly.... srsly.... wow.

1.  Where are the Afghan, Iraqi, Pakastani, etc. people fighting violence in America and helping us?  There is no balance.  We are just fighting to fight. 2.  If we legalize drugs here, and MAKE A CLAUSE that dictates that we GET OUR DRUGS LOCALLY, (Like make it so, within 20 miles of the user's home, the supply is locally and non illegally obtained.  If they smoke weed, make them grow their own, this will differentiate moneys going to gangs, traffickers, and the Taliban and Al Qeada.  3.  How many more times do i have to say this crap??? 4.  If you are in the military, and you know of someone that is an islamic person, or a muslim, or whatever, and they DON'T want to be THERE, LET THEM OUT.  Let them out, we don't need any more death.  Stop being so macho and tough and "WE GONNA WIN", that we can't let soldiers leave to live life the way they wish becasue of how much WE NEED that ONE SOLDIER (which are essentially action figures being played with by big

Yay for creativity. Boo Gullability.

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it helps keep me out of trouble. knowing that they all hate me is better than living the lie that i have for too far long.  No need to go out, get fucked up, and do bullshit or trip like hell anymore, though.  Reason to eat good though, reason ro do art, reason to do music, reason to read more, reason to beat off and not chase these shady hater bitches.  Reason to take the fields of regret down with the sickle of Possibility.  Look noit bad back on those days, use the strength of the pain, every drop of blood, every tear, every step taken running around doing reckless, mindless things, the memories of all thosae lost dollars, all those pissed away dollars, and all those pointless drunken nights.  Use every stitch from the torn away fibers of the healing heart.  Steel covers and locking bolts made of diamond, fasteners and clasps made from rubies cast from the hottest of black fire.  protection from the self's ignorance.  Ignorance kills.  Thank you, Brainlick, I wish I never le
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what's the politcally correct term for this?????? seriously/????

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Howwwwdy, Pahd-Nah, Sunday, Nov 8, 2009. Anticipation... I dunno, a tad of apprehension, BINGO.  No need to stop now tho, sadness and drama are cruddy fucker anchors that hold us back at bad ports.  Laugh, don't cry.  Cut down the fields of regret, or burn them and run, hard towards the setting sun  blast forwards like lightning on strong strong coffee. If, by any chance, you can't get laid while my wife is out of town, and you can't put your greasy fingers and greasy tongue and greasy cock all over in and on her, and you need me to help do you a favor by getting you over here and putting you on dating sites, and hooking you up with people to fuck and date and take advantage of, just like you did to us, i have a tad of an answer, for you, sir or madam or whatever the fuck you are:

saying it all in the same space

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Carpe Omnis

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frknbadss

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screamin yellin / maybe singin

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fer jeff

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desert one

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