never grow up, never say die!
she said you'll be 43 next month, more hot wheels for me, i said. the illusion of growing up is imposed into you as a guilt simplex by the system, so that you feel bad about aging, and less good about you. I don't care about what religion you are involved in. I believe that we need to understand that we are born, we are young, we are than a little older after a while. Adulthood is a kind of "hologram", i think, so that government and business can organize us more easily. I don't think i'm mature. I know I am confused and need help a lot. I think I'm childlike. I look at mornings as a time of possibility and change. I look at chances of fun every time I can. I love women, and video games, and toys and food and books, and cartoons and comics and hot wheels and pinball and basically, all the same stuff I liked when I was younger, except I can drink legally now and have sex, buy porn and bongs and papers and smoke weed and go to hookah bars, and s