why am i so sad?

i am selfish.  i feel so guilty re: werner's passing.  His health wasn't doing all that good and he asked me for my help to put up flyers to advertise his little shop.

I didn't do it.  i got wasted becasue of c.  i didn't tell my fereinds to stop by on our way through there enough.

i feel so awful i can not explain.  my due dilligence in being an asshole and a prick are beyond heavy.  i hate my self right now.


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