CONSUMERISM VS CREATIVITY. Round 1, FIGHT

Fear. 
Lots of it.

Since Dad died (bawwwww i know), fear has eaten me up quite a bit.  Feelings and insecurites got played.  My kindness and naivety were trampled like small flowers in a garden, being run through by bull moose-units.


I'm so fucked up, i dunno.

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