don't do stuff to satisfy the status quo, do what makes you happy right there in that moment. let the good things come to you.
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Dinner was chicken and a burger, learning how to be okay, just in my skin, so im not distracted by external shit, no noise from people, no need to bounce about from bumper to bumper like a pinball, no need to hop on the green beast, in search of the unobtainable at the time being. no need to hunt, no need to get external power from people right now, no need for the pulse to match up with someone, lock eyes like black lazers and screw all night watching Fear and Loathing and Felix the Cat, while listening to psychedlic rock and Aleister Crowley on youtube. Let them come to me, force not thyne presence. Lucifer give me hope. Jesus forgive me for my wants, jealousy, desires, greed, and sins.
poem ten thirteen o ten
it's here. moving. slow like the shadow of a cloud on an october day. perpetual, yet variable, no target until the target is hit. chaos in its purest of forms. yet filthy as "sin".
This is Why I'm Not, A note on the sexual pressures of media
OKAY, big media, we know you need to sell records, video time, film and magazines, as well as have a current attempt to exist in the realm of the new media and the internet. We also know that the government cannot do a thing about the current structure unless drastic infrastructure changes occur. 1. the Lobbyists Work for the Label 2. The Lobbyists with the most money mean the most to the politicians. thereby reducing the flow of allowed media presence to smaller media and alternative media entities and outlets who wish to compete in their own capacity, without having to either sell out or change to be accepeted my the mass media corporations and entities. 3, A possibility for these entities is a combination of ON TARGET brick and mortar ad campain and internet presence. 4. Legalize Marijuana. Opened minds force new art and different types of media, from all sources, mainstream, underground and other modes. 5. my knee hurts.