I'm not.

 Looking for love around here.
I'm not gonna win anyway.

they say

around here you're Not wanted

you know,

they never ever liked you ever anyways.

SO.

what do you get.
when your back's up against that wall?
and you know,
that you're just too tired to fall,

so you slow down and look straight into the black.

after all the one who did it's you,
and 
now it's time to act.

face to face with an inner demon
face to face, never seen it like this bedore.
face to face,
the only way to get through this.
only thing left is winning,
show yourself

you can get the high score.

even if those times you think you're just playing with yourself
 life's a game sometimes
 don't put your dreams on the back end of that shelf.
let em burn.
like pages off of your fingers.
let them burn,
in their own waste
BY Themselvs.

don't sit around to watch them 
cuz'

i'm not not not not
not not not.
not not.