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never grow up, never say die!

she said you'll be 43 next month, more hot wheels for me, i said. the illusion of growing up is imposed into you as a guilt simplex by the system, so that you feel bad about aging, and less good about you.   I don't care about what religion you are involved in.  I believe that we need to understand that we are born, we are young, we are than a little older after a while.  Adulthood is a kind of "hologram", i think, so that government and business can organize us more easily.  I don't think i'm mature.  I know I am confused and need help a lot.   I think I'm childlike.  I look at mornings as a time of possibility and change.  I look at chances of fun every time I can.  I love women, and video games, and toys and food and books, and cartoons and comics and hot wheels and pinball and basically, all the same stuff I liked when I was younger, except I can drink legally now and have sex, buy porn and bongs and papers and ...

The Mendocino Deck, Cow Mountain Set

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Angels and Demons walk with me. breathe with my air. see with my eyes. touch with my hands. think with my mind, fly with my dreams, cry with my pain, heal me with what you can. let us be one. teach me. OM 1.  SINGULARITY  to be represented by the symbol:   .     (dot) with an underscore. SINGULARITY: This rune symbolizes singleness, oneness, and solidity.  It represents internal peace, whether in a  relationship, or not.  It represents wholeness and strength. If the one who drew this rune is newly single, this is to  represent that you are NOT ALONE, two people make a  couple, three or more mean a family, groups of many  trees make a forest,  many mountains make ranges, and  groups of clouds make storms.   You are ALIVE, and that  is what matters,  Let your dreams storm down positivity  into your life.  Let your education, faith,...

rip to ufo guitarist

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Dear Time Machine Ideas

Dear Time Machine Ideas; Stop it.  Please.  Stop wafting through my mind like a warm wind on a May afternoon drifting through the screen doors and windows of the Victorian Mansion I (used to) call my mind.  I don't want to screw Hollywood Starlets from the past.  I want women to enjoy me for who I am, what I can be, and my general presence, music tastes, hobbies, and the things that make me "Me".    Miss Monroe, Miss Taylor, and so many more, MY GOD you've made me horny as fuck over the years, but, if I were to take a tape deck back in time and play you Sinister Devices,  You'd run away screaming like hell.  Plus... I know some pop stuff back then, but I feel it's unfair, and not nice to go look up their favorite things before going back in time and asking them if they'd like to go "for coffee", but.  Also...  I might, I mean, if I have to.  I mean, if like, some supreme being, like, visited me and was like, "Hey, we gotta send ...

glow in the dark holiday

champagne = New Yrs eve = Yellows. Valentines Day = Reds/ Pinks / Purples St. Patty's Day= Greens easter = pinks blues, yellows and light greens. fourth of july = red white + blue *and fireworks have all the colors, pretty much * *light up colors, glowstick colors, party light colors  halloween / autumn = orange and black, yellows, browns, greens, light up colors (2), candles, (LED's), flashlights, Christmas = red + green + all kinds of colours, lights, etc. we need a glow in the dark holiday. +ocm+ March 29 2019

Muting

here- muting happens during oppression, oppression happens when one breaks down underneath the strength of a system bigger than them to survive or transcend from one type of exististence to another. I think we all should live good lives. At least safe ones. Ones where we can go to work or to do errands, without having our possessions stolen from our homes. One where we can welcome in new thoughts and mandate out own thoughts to fill that same field, and to influence people, support people, even ourselves. We have been brought up believing in Superheroes, getting behind brands and risking our lives and livelihoods for the flags of our "nations". What has that gotten us? How far have we come? When is the right time to say, "YES, I was born in X Place Or Y Place Or Z place, and I have faith in it.", and Be honest. Or... "I was born In Z place and I moved to V place, and guess what, I'm okay because of this and this and this.", can we be that hon...

Ragarding Auntbeckygate and Education

If you want into a "good college", or any college for that matter. You need to figure that out in your head when you're about in 6th or 7th grade. You need to think about what you want to do after you get out of High School and College. How you will want to support yourself and your household. What kind of lifestyle you want to live, what you're good at and enjoy, and what you want to do, as well as integrating the things that you know how to do good into your profession. I did acting again, at age 13, but stage stuff was too demanding to my schedule with Computing courses. I'm glad I tried again. I would like to do improv and spoken word stuff similar to Spalding Gray and Henry Rollins. No, not all my stories will be happy. Anyways. By Grade 8, or whatever then end year is now for JR High... you'll probably be taken to High Schools or academies that you are being encouraged to go to. Find out things about the place. From students, (both current...