Brainlick

OFF = before you were born ON = The Time You're Here OFF = Death and after do stuff today also yesterday = not now today and now = you're in it. tommorow = uncertain we can cry and bitch and moan and scream about the pain of the past, as much as we want to, but --- one thing i realized, after losing all my posessions damn near, my girl, and my ability to drive.... --- as well as some of my "brains", as they call them... --- if i had just got the fuck up in the morning, had a bath, made breakfast, coffee, etc. - and got the fuck back in bed with c. none of this shit would have happened. also- if your cousin is a bitch, and her BF is a prick, don't let them move into your home and fuck up your shit hardcore. happy b day grandma, your family is not cool. yesterday, we can hold much pain and cry from you, but we can also learn from you and try to walk, if not strong, if not tall, just walking, moving, and living, the thing of the self is that the self can c...

poetry club 90 - or 9 to 92 or so 1990 or 1991- to like 92 or Ninety Three- - POETRY CLUB - free form jazz is being belted out of a small record player tape deck, - 6 or 7 small speakers sit on shelves wiht taped together wires holding them in action, all daisy chained.  -  the sound is great . there are hung flowers - there are three types of tea - two hot, one room temperature. there is water. there are televisions painted with pictures. two pictures are regarding fish. some regarding wars. one with a car, carrying a fish tank on the roof. on the top of the tv- was the word “detroit”.  in small letters, in blue glitter paint. I was introduced to Bob Marley and Bob Dylan records there, and Sade, and jazz. Different styles of writing, modes of thinking. They supported my thirst for knowledge and helped me get the clarity together enough to start on “The Nocturnal Voice”, fanzine / newsletter...  and then “Brainlick”, as wel...

WTF happened to 2 yrs of writing.

Emulation.  We think of it now as a nifty way to keep the memories alive , and have some fun at the same time. Fact is, Emulation started in the 80's.  Yep.  Even with the older hardware, there were emulators.   Most of them required hardware add-ons.  Memorable units and Emulators that I can remember were the notorious Atari 2600 add on for the ColecoVision Video Game System, and an add on unit that turned a Commodore 64 into an Apple 2.  There were emulation add ons for The Intellivision too, that turned it into a machine capable of playing 2600 carts. I imagine that they would have different imputs due to key-layouts and voltage in the ports, plus pin-out adaption. and the Intelivision had Hard Wired Controllers if i remember correctly. Emulation, it makes me happy.  Also, all the new Fan Patches and Trainers and new translations of previously unplayable Japanese games enable me to enjoy stuff i'd otherwise have no access to (or understandi...