Brainlick

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dontcha tell me i ain't got no balls. i'm off the rails and bouncing off the walls.

dear allen. thanks for the reply, man. I may be in clearlake (i live here now, but need to move due to recent violence and robbery) some wendesday unit. i have no clue when i'll be able to, i wish to leave. I need to find a place for myself and my family to be that is not in this terrible town, not Nice, Lucerene, Upper Lake . We're looking like Blue Lakes or East grrr, people in this town, and area, really don't like me. if you bled as much as i bled, you'd understand. I fear, i guess, for my life, who is to blame but myself for the foolish beast like behavior that I've permitted myself to doing. Following the old masters to a "T" isn't the best way of living life. Copy not Crowley , Thrust thyself not that much into Thompson, Lament not heavily for LaVey. I'm telling you the truth right now because it's my right as an American to exercise my freedom of speech , and with the broadcasting I've seen on your show, i know you know that...

They just let people have up to like 5 grams of pot on them in Mexico. As well as like, some amount of cocaine. Holy Shit. guess who's economy is about to get REALLY stimulated. Do it here in America. Except NOT the Coke. And Not the Speed, for CRYING out fucking LOUD. NOT the Speed. Dear god that's all we need is the majority of the fucking country awake for days and days on end watching shapes crawl up outta the carpet drinking 4 cases of beer at 6 in the morning because everyone in your "crew", has been listening to the same fucking Marylin Manson album for 2 days all the way through, and they won't let you play another album, because they feel that the rush gets cleaner every time the buildup to the hidden track (even though it takes like 1/2 hour of silence), goes through, and thereby protects them from the SUNSHINE. Fuck that. Gimme my Black Flag and chest pain inducing coffee at 3:00am waiting for the sun to rise over new york and freaking out 'c...

who's to say who's what, and what's who, though, here? This place reminds me more and more every day of an Altered State, or a bad trip, Alice's looking glass... with lines of bathtub speed, low quality marijuana ash, and green beer spills strewn across its pitted, scratched, and tainted surface. Look not into it, its reflection is not to be trusted, question people around you, maybe even our own selves.